so smtn I’ve been wondering for a while; I’ve always been interested in Judaism, and I mean since I was a small child, and always kinda wanted to convert but like. 1.) it’s a monotheistic religion and I’m very eclectic and polytheistic and I feel just. adding it on is disrespectful and directly against it 2.) I want to be able to be a proper part of it, but I’m not good at keeping up with stuff so I’d have difficulty with prayers and such 3.) No one I’m close to is Jewish, in fact I p much either know Christians or atheists (plus a few satanists) and I don’t want to idk intrude? on Judaism or have to go through anything like “so why are you Jewish now? I thought you were a hellenist/satanist/wiccan” (which I am those things but like. idk my views w religion are complicated)