
Tag: schizophrenia tag
I used to have this hallucination about this thing that basically looked like the scream by edvard munch but with a cylinder head and tbh I miss him
people? seeing/reading disturbing stuff and not being paranoid? unrealistic.
my brain: ur probably not even schizophrenic, what makes you think that isn’t just another one of your delusions?
also my brain: dude fuck ur right im probably just having another delusion
my brain, a third time: wait a minute
Non psychotic schizophrenia things (because all the schizophrenia posts focus on the psychotic aspects of the illness)
- The things that used to bring you joy doesn’t bring you joy anymore. Your favorite tv show is boring. Drawing isn’t fun anymore. You listen to your favorite album and feel nothing.
- Everything feels like a chore, even the things you used to do for fun.
- Not being able to find the energy to shower for a week.
- Feeling empty and grey and being emotionally disconnected from everything and everyone.
- Not being able to find the motivation to do anything.
- Not being able to concentrate and focus and having to give up on homework, on reading, on simply watching a movie.
- Being unable to figure out how to go about cleaning your room or preparing a meal or doing your laundry.
- Not feeling passionate about anything anymore.
- Isolating yourself from friends and family.
- Lying in bed all day because you can’t find the energy to even move.
- Forgetting all kinds of things, both minor and really important stuff.
- Not being able to structure and perform even simple tasks like making a sandwich or brushing your teeth.
- Not speaking much or at all.
- Losing interest in everything – your hobbies, your relationships, your studies.
being scared sucks because w schizophrenia anything terrifying could happen which just feeds the paranoia
your boy is,,, not okay right now
organized thought? i dont know her
my emotions™
- gay
- Gay™
- daydreaming
- what???
- rage
- idk but it hurts
- the Void
Someone: Youre just not trying as hard as you used to.
Me: My symptoms are worse than they used to be.