me: moves
leg: oof ow
me, forgetting that I literally just sh: wh??ehat??the fuck??
me: moves
leg: oof ow
me, forgetting that I literally just sh: wh??ehat??the fuck??
ppl are always like think of the reasons you don’t wanna self harm! and it’s like. bitch. i don’t have any except that ppl will yell at me for it I have no internal desire to stop
¯_(ツ)_/¯
how to Not Self Harm when all the things saying what u can do instead of self harm don’t apply to why you self harm
Kintsugi philosophy – to embrace and highlight the history, struggle, repair in gold for that is where the true beauty lies.
me: literally reblogs a post about what to do instead of self harm
me: self harms anyway cause I’m fucking insane
me: ok so you did something accidentally okay its fine you were dissociating you didn’t notice you fixed it as soon as it happened okay it’s fine
me, already self harming: what
5 – post your favourite selfie

this was me realizing i had the outfit to cosplay robert and also my eyes are rlly red for reason i don’t know of. also i like the jacket.
39 – What was the worst?
i’ve attempted suicide the most times out of any this year, and my self harm habits have been worse, along with All of my mental illnesses
42 – What are you most proud of accomplishing?
i’ve written a lot this year! also i didn’t die i guess

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